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Willard Miller
United States
Just another hapless loser with a debilitating personality disorder.

Current Residence: Austin
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Print preference: So long as it fits on paper.
Favourite genre of music: Old School Rock
Favourite photographer: I dunno.
Favourite style of art: Realism
Operating System: Dell Laptop. I don't know the specifics.
MP3 player of choice: Pandora Radio
Shell of choice: ...conch?
Wallpaper of choice: I prefer Scenery.
Skin of choice: ...flesh?
Favourite cartoon character: Armin from "Attack on Titan"
Personal Quote: Fuck everything.
I'm in a peculiar situation.

An old friend of mine (Let's go with Shannon), whom I used to be kinda sweet on, has a sister.
Her sister and I have known each other for about 4 years.
Recently, the sister (Let's call her Mary) and I have been texting a lot.
There's been quite some flirting going around.

We have a lot in common.
In addition to that, we like the same stuff. We like the same movies, games, music...even the obscure bands that no one I know has heard of(At least that I know of), she's a fan of. Bands like The Rasmus, or Tegan and Sara.
We're also both, at least, moderately attractive adults.
I'm really falling hard for this girl.
Thing is, there's the possibility of her having a boyfriend. This possibility is...disheartening.

I've been in an absolutely fantastic mood. Smiling, laughing, generally enjoying myself.
Which isn't bad for a jobless, depressed loser.

Tonight, she plans on staying up late so we can text all night.
Maybe I'll get some clarity from that.

Now, the catch.
Even if Mary and I do, by some miracle, get together, there will be HELLA awkward moments between that family and me. Shannon and Mary have an older sister who Shannon used to talk with about me, which sucks because otherwise, I'd be able to talk to her about this whole thing.
Also Mary might have a boyfriend.
Also Mary may just be flirting with me, and that's it.
Also I don't think either of us can handle a long-distance relationship.

Also...I don't want to be in love again.
Last time hurt so badly, I just can't handle that again.
But, goddammit, do I want love.

A friend of mine gave me some advice; "If you refuse to act because of fear, then you have already lost. Risk is the only way to achieve anything. If it fails so be it, it is not the world's end."

One of my alters told me; "If things go south, it's more pain, yes. But think...what if they don't? You've got this."

That's it.
Advice is appreciated. ._.
  • Listening to: "Take Me" Papa Roach
  • Reading: Elminster: Making of a Mage
  • Watching: Borgia
  • Playing: Diablo 3
  • Eating: Spaghetti-O's
  • Drinking: Whiskey

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A-Being-Of-Fable Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013
Thank you for the watch. ~ Copper
NatakuXeden Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome to our group!

TheWijo Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2013
Thanks. I look forward to adminship that isn't twiddling their thumbs.
NatakuXeden Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha, I'm hoping that we'll be able to accomplish that! Things have been slow lately, but I swear, I have notes - pages of them - on things that need to be posted. As a costume designer and model, Halloween is busy for both myself and *Devangelus, but we're hoping to have some things updated soon. Regardless, things are set to auto-accept for membership and submissions. If you'd like to submit things, please feel free to. We'd love to see artwork, writing, bios, etc. from any of you!
TheWijo Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013
I just now figured out how to submit things to a new group.
I'll be doing that whenever I vomit up something that passes as art.
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for watching me! :la:
TheWijo Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013
Thank you for llama'ing me. :)
ErsbethShadowsong Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch!
TheWijo Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2012
Sure thing. I was linked to it by one of the pages translated into Serbian? Did some browsing, looked really interesting, so I decided I'd read through your stuff later, when my craputer isn't being crappy. :D
ErsbethShadowsong Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Yes, the story is being translated into Serbian :)
I hope you craputer (OMG, that one had me cracking) behaves! ;)
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